Finally Revealing My Secret | NikkieTutorials: Layers Of Me
After being blackmailed, Nikkie takes control as she prepares for her powerful coming out video, but behind the scenes she is battling with telling her closest friend the truth.
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Amy Monson11 sekunder sedan
You're so Strong...never put your head down
Vera2 timmar sedan
It doesn´t matter with gender you are Nikkie you are yourself
mya west5 timmar sedan
YOU NEVER CHANGED YOU ALWAYS STAYED BEAUTIFUL!! ❤️❤️
Josiah Hendricks8 timmar sedan
Nikkie you are so beautiful and amazing and even before all of this you served as an icon in my life and someone to watch when I needed comfort and make-up tips and help. You're so amazing please never stop being you ❤️
casandra ross10 timmar sedan
I love listening to her talk.
jessiejfan2314 timmar sedan
Thank you for sharing your story 💛
Joy H21 timme sedan
Ik heb je altijd gezien als een grappige, intelligente, mondige en knappe vrouw. Wie kan het schelen dat je vroeger een ander geslacht had. You go girl. Wees een voorbeeld voor anderen. Ik heb niets dan respect voor jou.
Mary Charlotte Ann BautistaDag sedan
I’ve never thought I’d say this to a person who I didn’t know much except the talent you shows us. Nikki, you don’t owe anything to us. You’re an amazing lady! You deserve every beautiful thing in the world ❤️
Shannon TrujilloDag sedan
I love you Nikki. You’ve always been a woman ❤️
Anthony DDag sedan
You posted this on my bi coming out anniversary! Congrats on sharing your full self with the world :) I can't wait to see what you do next
kafukashiDag sedan
I'm sorry, your story is absolutely inspiring but can we please talk about the PROFESSIONALISM of this documentaries, its so well constructed i loved that fourth wall(?) break with Linda, amazing
Jule StraubDag sedan
❤️
Laura GeistDag sedan
Not the power of makeup, the power of me! 💯👏👏👏🥰
Esmée BerloDag sedan
Mss is dit een late reactie maar ik hou van jou Nikkie! Toen ik je zag bij wie is de mol dacht ik OMG YES NIKKIEEEEE!!!! En nu ben je open voor iedereen en iedereen houd nogsteeds van jou💋😘
Hgvvv gchgfvvDag sedan
Echt nikki i love youuus so much
Betty PickleDag sedan
She's 100% female when she saw that rabbit and got so excited that's when i knew she was a girl...
Ana Carolina Neubaner Duque2 dagar sedan
You are a wonderful woman, a wonderful humam being. You inspire me, and i wish you a happy and full of love life
Almein Simoes2 dagar sedan
Absolutely inspiring!!!
Mercedes Famous Screenwriting2 dagar sedan
Well, I am definitely looking at you different...I'm looking at you as the bravest woman and fighter ever. I'm so happy for you are living in your truth. Keep shining!
Nancy Merchant2 dagar sedan
I love this series I cry every time I can't wait till you and Dylan have your happy ever after
Madelynn Skajewski2 dagar sedan
Just want to say Nikki - I have been following for awhile and I cannot see you any other way but as "Nikki" that's who I have always known you as and that hasn't changed even with you sharing this. That's who you introduced yourself as and that's who I have always looked up to. When you made the video it was emotional to see your pain but in a way I'm like "and..?" It doesn't change anything or how I look at you- in my head I'm like let's get back to the makeup! :) I appreciate how you did it for yourself and didn't want to make it everyone's business because it's not. Loved you then, love you now, nothings changed. I don't look at u any different. :)
Menalda Groeneveld2 dagar sedan
Yeeessss girl!! You are super awesome ❤️
Claudia Bronsteijn2 dagar sedan
Nikki ik vind je geweldig
Benthe van Dijk2 dagar sedan
😍😍😍
Rosanne Veldboer3 dagar sedan
respect
leah brown3 dagar sedan
I’ve watched so many of Nikkis videos This is the first episode I watched , I went back and watched the first one again, an amazing story told by a beautiful woman🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
X Knight3 dagar sedan
This is so moving. I am moved to tears. I thank you for being you and helping people to understand what this process is like for others. ❤
Mann Sharma3 dagar sedan
Omg Nikki I love u u are awesome ... Amazing 😍😍😍🤩😍🤩⭐👑⭐
Kimmy Ball3 dagar sedan
I know its none of our business but im super curious as to what Dillions reaction was when she told him! I do want to say that she is one of the strongest people I have ever seen!! For her to make that video had to have been so beyond scary!! ❤❤❤
Maria Joseph4 dagar sedan
Such a Darling🥰😍
Bere garcia4 dagar sedan
Omg your bestfriend ❤ love her That's what a bestfriend should do same as your real supporters. Anyone else doesn't matter are people you don't need in your life
NARA Qiem tan4 dagar sedan
I ❤ u nikkie
Alissa Habachi4 dagar sedan
I think it’s absolutely disgusting and vile that someone would blackmail her about something this sensitive. This was none of our business and Nikkie would tell us when she is and was ready.
Breanna Honeycutt4 dagar sedan
I was in tears 😭😭😭 it's a amazing I just starting transitioning last year and it's been hard but I made it and Nicki you are changing our community
Crisa Lis4 dagar sedan
Nikkie's best friend is truly an amazing person, she didn't even feel betrayed despite the fact that Nikkie hid the truth from her for such a long time. She's so lucky for having such a great best friend.
Kenna Ndir4 dagar sedan
It's so sad that she has to feel like she has to apologize for not telling anyone. She really doesn't. We love you Nikkie.
Tara Pelaccio Ellis4 dagar sedan
Dr. Suess said it best, "BE WHO YOU ARE & SAY WHAT YOU FEEL BECAUSE THOSE WHO MATTER DON'T MIND... AND THOSE WHO MIND DON'T MATTER"
Ian Go5 dagar sedan
I LoVE YOU Nikie 💕💕💕💕💕
Tasha Charnetzky5 dagar sedan
I just wanted to say this is the first video I’ve seen of your vlog, and 1) your mother is GORGEOUS, 2) I LOVED watching your first video morph into you now, and 3) your voice is like HONEY and I love you to pieces, thank you for your ray of sunshine in this world!!
Claire Bee5 dagar sedan
Nikkie, you will always be Nikkie! A beautiful woman that does incredible make up 🥰
Claire Bee5 dagar sedan
Big props to mom 💕 She let her daughter be herself. She's wonderful!
Tran Tran5 dagar sedan
Linda is such a wonderful friend!
Jae Lempriere5 dagar sedan
OMG NikkieTutorials I have been watching you since I first found youtube and makeup tutorials and you inspired me and made really explore and find my love for makeup. You are a amazing person! your so strong and this coming out story is so sad but also you didn't have to be scared for one second because everyone that truly mattered and truly understood was was gonna continue to love and adore you for you and your work!. THANK YOU FOR BEING SO BRAVE AND THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU! MWAH XXXXX Also I've watched every single one of your videos and ive now got my own youtube channel which im gonna to juts have fun and explore and create. lots of love LGBTQ+ COMMUNITY LOVE
Andrea Salazar5 dagar sedan
I am pretty sure most of us including myself, keep seeing you as Nikkie, a strong independent woman, You are amazing and so strong we are very proud of you
KoreAn A5 dagar sedan
Thank you thank you thank u.....for sharing EVERYTHING..u inspire me more and more
D'Arcy Jane5 dagar sedan
so so many tears....
Jessica Tavares6 dagar sedan
we love u 🤍🤍🤍🤍🌷
Druvis Gerrits6 dagar sedan
You are a beautiful person inside and out. ❤ This world could use somr more of the unwavering love and support that your mom and best friend have for you. It's amazing. You are amazing.
DD O6 dagar sedan
Nikkie was a born a woman. She was just trapped in the wrong body, now she is the most beautiful woman and queen ever!💕🤍🖤
agvi136 dagar sedan
proud of you
Lalena Conklin6 dagar sedan
That was probably the hardest decision to keep to yourself... I already thought you were wonderful but now knowing the whole story I think you're even more wonderful! Just be you 100% and never look back your past your past you're nothing but your future and it's okay to just look forward and it's okay to just be who you are no matter what it is... There's nothing wrong with any of us the only thing that we need to stop doing is judging one another we don't know each other stories we all Harbor secrets about ourselves! It's okay to just be ourselves you're a beautiful woman and you're Perfect Just the Way You Are and if you don't feel perfect just the way you are then change and become the perfect you and don't worry what the world thinks I know that sounds hard especially in this world at this day and age but that's what needs to change we have to stop worrying and living in fear about what the people around us are thinking! I say everybody just start being truthful with ourselves first and through that the truth will come... Much love to all and much love to you Nikki keep up the great work I'm sure you'll never see this but I hope you do!
Tanya K.Beckerman6 dagar sedan
😭😭😭😭😭 it is so exciting!! You are amazing person ❤
Michelle Leuch6 dagar sedan
You are SO STRONG AND SO BEAUTIFUL!
Brianna Bodin7 dagar sedan
Brave beautiful woman. 💜💜💜
Maddie Smith7 dagar sedan
That was one of the most powerful things I have ever seen. I love you so much Nikki. You will FOREVER have my support and most importantly, love.
Mayra Macias7 dagar sedan
Can we talk about the remarkable not only mother, but woman Mama Tutorials is 🥰 Everyone needs a mom so loving, accepting and understanding 😍🥰
Bae Goals7 dagar sedan
The weird thing is..I still only see the woman Nikki. I’m trying my hardest to see someone else but I cannot because she’s truly walking in her actual truth.❤️
Zara Castellaz-Faico7 dagar sedan
So inspiring I love you even more, you’re amazing
Brena Bolick7 dagar sedan
bro when she came out i was so so so excited. this is beautiful and i adore that she’s willing to let us all in on her story
Stacy Trueshot7 dagar sedan
I didn't know and now that I do it changed nothing. I love Nikki. I think she is wonderful.
Seven Vasquez7 dagar sedan
MiNd BlOwn 💥💣
Liz Kunst7 dagar sedan
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
FranCat Creations7 dagar sedan
Nikki! 😢😍 this series was amazing and you are amazing 💜
Lady Grace7 dagar sedan
I appreciate you 🥰
Niknak8 dagar sedan
I want more. Nikkie is so real, brave and full of life. She is gorgeous. There was no big lie, it was just the past.
Angelina Federle8 dagar sedan
I love that track that is playing in your whip girl ;)
XxnothingxX8 dagar sedan
I love nikkie for how she is not bc of her gender i love her bc she is so tallented she is so entertaining and funny and she is perfect as a boy and as a girl we luv you nikkie 💗💗
MARZWERA068 dagar sedan
Her voice now reminds me so much of Kathrine Heigls!
Jenny Di8 dagar sedan
what an amazon mother, you are so bless this is amazing i will always will love my kids no matter what they want to be in life and i can understand your mother that love wow ❤️
Jessica James8 dagar sedan
This is soooooo inspirational. Nikkie.....you have and always will be an empowered, beautiful women! Your past makes no difference. You are YOU. and thats.....amazing we love you girl
Galaxy Light8 dagar sedan
Your layers helped me define my layers Thank you
Iris Dorhout8 dagar sedan
Omg your mom is so supportive 🏳️🌈💞
Luka Runningwolf9 dagar sedan
I hate whoever blackmailed her. This was none of our goddamned business. She should have been allowed to live her life as she was. She should have been allowed to have that peace.
MommyhustlesharderDag sedan
autogynephilia Sexuoeroticism linked to the thought or image of oneself as female. Autogynephilia defines a transsexual typology and provides a theory of transsexual motivation: as Ray Blanchard proposed, male to female (MtF) transsexuals are either sexually attracted exclusively to men (homosexual) or are sexually attracted primarily to the thought or image of themselves as female (autogynephilic), and that autogynephilic transsexuals seek sex reassignment to actualise their autogynephilic desires. Blanchard’s types of autogynephilia • Transvestic-Fantasy of wearing women's clothing. • Behavioural-Fantasy of engaging in typical feminine behaviour (e.g., knitting with women). • Physiologic-Fantasy of pregnancy, breast feeding, menstruating. • Anatomic-Fantasy of having a woman's body, including partial autogynephilia, where the focus is on a mix of male and female body parts.
Nandipa Ndlovu9 dagar sedan
❣
Stephanie Murphey9 dagar sedan
She is soooo gorgeous ! Keep going girl love you!
Camila Dellasanta9 dagar sedan
You're BEATIFUL girl, be you. Dont be afraid ❤
Pirkko Davis9 dagar sedan
Mad props to Nikkie’s mom. Saskia Spee allowed and encouraged Nikkie to become who she wanted to be. ❤️
Janet Jj10 dagar sedan
Beautiful.
Kristen Aubin10 dagar sedan
Balling.
Sheara 4610 dagar sedan
Kudo's to you for being strong, beautiful and living your best life...you inspire so many people so shake off the haters because you' are a star!!
Chelsea Bree Ann10 dagar sedan
NIKKIE!!! I would have never guessed but your story is unique and has molded you into who you are. Be proud of it. You are so amazing and such an inspiration. This is seriously incredible. Love you so much. 💓💓 It’s amazing to see you at your highest feeling great and on your way to even more amazing things. 💓💓
tara pettigrew10 dagar sedan
I went and watched a lot of your videos from when you were younger!! Such a beautiful beautiful soul......I have not gone through the things you have in your life BUT you have still INSPIRED me....you are truly beautiful inside and out..... Thank you Nikki thank you!!!! And KEEP SHINING
Yaiza Sanchez10 dagar sedan
i love you :') this was so beautiful.
Zosia Aniela11 dagar sedan
You're an extremely beautiful person inside and out. Thank you for being you.
Jill Kolb11 dagar sedan
Loved this documentary series 💕🎉 Love you Nikkie 💛🧡❤💜💙💚
CinnamonBasic11 dagar sedan
Aww Nikkie. It never felt like a lie! I felt like your mom when I saw your coming out video. Like "she's every inch a woman!" I just see you as a woman, and was just surprised that your journey to become her was slightly different than I assumed before. 💞
CinnamonBasic11 dagar sedan
We have Nikkies mom to thank for allowing her to be herself and follow her passions 🧡
DemiGreek Kateouras11 dagar sedan
i mean how are you that thick in that head to not be able to look at a person and not be able to tell this was dude? like come on. even I knew at first glance, and then didn't say anything because I didn't want to insult a possible female, but this isn't a female. that is a male!
Rachel Hey11 dagar sedan
Just curious if she is still allowed in the Middle East?
Kyra Lawson12 dagar sedan
Nikki you are a beautiful talented successful women, I’m so proud of you!
Elaina Bannister12 dagar sedan
For all the people who are saying:”no one asked” or “it’s not a lie” or “ it’s not our business you just don’t have to bring it up” it’s not about that it’s about letting everyone know who you used to be to get it off of YOUR chest to make YOU feel better.😌
Lindzy Earp12 dagar sedan
the similarity between Swedish and German is scary lol I was like wait I understand a lot of this
Frida Rodahl17 timmar sedan
Uhm she speaks Dutch lol
dagi721642 dagar sedan
That’s not Swedish - she speaks Dutch.
Barbara Fischer5 dagar sedan
Dutch?
Shanna10 dagar sedan
Saaaame
Veronica Valdez12 dagar sedan
Your and amazing soul 💕🙏🏼 keep doing YOU I’ve loved you for YOU since day one! Your so talented and gorgeous human being.
Zandra Ignatov12 dagar sedan
Honestly I wish it was always like this. Its no ones business. Be yourself and call it a day. You don’t need to “come out” or admit anything to anyone. You are you and that’s it
Milleny Rodriguez12 dagar sedan
She did show us that if people love you they will accept you no matter what and no one can take it from you.
Imelda Ronces12 dagar sedan
Do you sometimes feel like you don't want to "Help" ppl with their journey? Because you don't feel like like you had that life before? Do you feel like you were never born a in the wrong body?
clo12 dagar sedan
we stan her mum
Sophie W.12 dagar sedan
She is so inspiring.
valeria lopez12 dagar sedan
you are beautiful and keep positive body positively
Jacqi Lane-Leonard12 dagar sedan
Finally watched these and wow... Watching you growing in your journey. Seeing the splicing of you doing these videos over the years. You are an inspiration and you use your spark to show others how to find theirs. 💜